we're going somewhere but maybe
not.

i'm supposed to be drinking
bombers in some parking lot in 70
degree weather but i guess the
universe said 'oh, no no no nooo' 
it's okay to blame everything on the
universe i think
yes. screw you universe.
you were supposed to be gone
somewhere else but you messed it
up. i'm sorry i meant the universe
failed you, you didn't fail yourself.
i made 736 plans last year but the
universe didn't agree with any of
them




how much time

have enough // give enough
this is something to worry about
when you feel it running circles
around your head
your are positioned // unfelt and it's
okay
say we step forward again and again
maybe we fall toward inventions
don't step back
never waste this walking back home
home is a nightmare
live in your bones and make them
grow
you'll be eighty feet tall
eighty feet tall and crushing
i'll scream your name and ask if you
want to crush me
or maybe to pick me up and feed me
a dead world
don't go back // don't take me back
know nothing and all is right
know nothing and you've caught
your train
know nothing and i will know nothing 
and i will put my nothing hands to
your nothing face

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Jesse Law is a writer / musician left out in California.